Monday, July 21, 2008

Get Some, Lose Some

For everything in life, there will always be a trade off. You get some, and you lose some. That's why many people said, life is about making choices. And it depends on you, which part of your life you're willing to sacrifice.

This is the topic I've been discussed with my Mom a couple of nights ago. It's started with talking about my uncle, who'd been moved to the States three years ago because he and his whole family got a Green Card from the US Embassy. Of course my big-fat family were very surprised when he told us the news. What? Moving to LA? In his age? While he's already got a great job here? What was he thinking????

But he said he wanted to get his family a better life..And so he left, with his wife and two kids.

And what did we hear afterwards? The news from him that "Life's here is indeed hard", and couple of years later, his wife's desire to come home to Indonesia because her mother was very sick.

So when they were back to Indonesia for holiday last month, we saw two different things. The kids who now speak English very fluently (and speak Bahasa Indonesia a bit like Cinta Laura, hahaha)and look very happy and healthy; and the mom and dad who looked very thin and a bit stressed out. Hmmm..you get some, and you lose some....

And I can't stop remembering lots of my friends and cousins who chose to live abroad. They definitely get some, maybe even more than what we have here...A nice environment, a good living, a great experience to know people from around the world and also a chance to visit many beautiful places. But do those things could overcome the "losing" part? Spending times with the big family and the bestest friends, the familiarity of this country, great food, and all loving memories in their hometown? Is it all worth it to get a brand new happy life and losing your good-old one?

I thought about my cousin who's studying in London and met the man of her dream there. And how her mother was very afraid of losing her and letting her live in a country with 10 hours flight to go. I also thought about my closest friends (and future in laws! hehe) who still have their long distance marriage and struggling to choose where they will spend their life in the future. It's a hard choice, I can tell.

Many times, I envy those people who can take such a brave decision. Trying to find their new familiarity instead of just living the old ones. But still, I cant imagine to live far from my family (call me Indonesia banget! haha..), or experiencing my aunt's fear that she'll come too late for her sick mother.

Still, we only live once..Lots of opportunities out there, which may not gonna come twice. And finally, we can only hope that we make as little regrets as we can in our life...=)

Friday, July 11, 2008

It's a Mad, Mad, Mad Holiday


Beberapa minggu yang lalu gue dan keluarga besar dari pihak nyokap (yap, The Batak-ers) berlibur ke Bali. Ini kesempatan langka, karena untuk memberangkatkan sekitar 50-an anggota keluarga (termasuk segerombolan anak kecil yang over excited) ke tempat yang lumayan jauh termasuk kerjaan yang nggak gampang. Selama ini biasanya kita mentok sampai Bandung atau Puncak. Tapi tahun ini, mumpung ada kesempatan, termasuk tawaran hotel murah karena adanya koneksi dengan si empunya, akhirnya berangkatlah rombongan yang udah mirip rombongan sirkus ini ke Pulau Dewata.

Sebenernya gue juga sangat excited menunggu-nunggu liburan ini. Tapi sejak awal, adaaaa aja kesialan yang gue alamin. Pertama-tama adalah pesawat gue. Kita dibagi-bagi jadi beberapa rombongan, karena penuhnya pesawat di musim liburan sekolah. Dan gue kebetulan kebagian rombongan terakhir, naik Garuda yang seharusnya berangkat jam 9.30 pagi. Tapi apa mau dikata, di antara jarangnya pesawat Garuda yang terpaksa di-delay, entah kenapa justru pesawat gue lah yang harus mengalami kesialan itu. Nggak tanggung-tanggung, delaynya sampai 3 jam lebih. Akhirnya terpaksalah gue dan rombongan menghabiskan waktu di salah satu lounge berbekal pinjam meminjam kartu kredit.

Oke, gue pikir, nggak papa deh delay, yang penting gue mau seneng-seneng di Bali. Dan nyampe Bali, gue langsung melampiaskan kangen gue sama ponakan gue, Matthew, yang baru pertama kalinya menginjakkan kaki di Bali, dan main-main di pantai sama dia. Kebetulan banget, hotel kita langsung menghadap pantai yang lumayan sepi. Tapi di tengah hebohnya main terjang menerjang ombak, tiba-tiba gue meraba kantong celana pendek gue dan sadar, loh, HP gue di mana yaaaaa??? Perasaan tadi gue kantongin sebelum berangkat ke pantai. Paniklah gue, balik lagi ke kamar, ternyata nggak ada. Menyusuri jalanan tempat gue lewat, nihil. Dan dengan sia-sia mencari di seputaran pantai. Akhirnya, gue terpaksa merelakan HP gue (lagi!!!! setelah tragedi kecopetan di bis P6 beberapa tahun yang lalu) ditelan lautan...Lengkap dengan semua nomer-nomer kontak yang lagi-lagi nggak pernah gue back up. Huhuhu....

Perasaan gue langsung berbalik 180 derajat. Sepertinya liburan ini memang membawa sedikit demi sedikit kesialan buat gue.

Tapi toh, gue masih berusaha menikmati sisa liburan yang ada. Makan di Jimbaran, jalan di Legian, bahkan nonton Fire Dance di Uluwatu. Pokoknya turis banget deh...

Sampai akhirnya, sebuah kesialan lagi menghampiri gue. Waktu lagi berkunjung ke rumah salah satu teman lama keluarga gue di daerah Sanur, gue mengambil sebuah permen yang ditawarkan. Sebenernya permennya mungkin nggak kenapa-kenapa, tapi gigi gue aja yang memang bermasalah. Karena setelah kunyahan kesekian, permen yang sangat kenyal itu membawa serta tambalan gigi beserta pinggiran geraham gue yang langsung rompal. Gue langsung panik, membayangkan menjalani sisa liburan dengan gigi bolong dan perasaan senut-senut sepanjang hari. Sial.

Kalau menurut nyokap gue, kesialan itu datangnya tiga kali. Jadi seharusnya, setelah tiga kesialan berturut-turut ini, gue akan menjalani sisa liburan dengan tenang (di samping fakta nggak punya HP dan gigi linu-linu). Tapi justru keseruan yang paling edan masih disimpan untuk akhir liburan ini.

Setelah sebagian besar anggota keluarga pulang, gue dan adik gue memperpanjang liburan dan pindah dari Discovery Hotel di Kartika Plaza ke hotel yang lebih merakyat, Oasis Kuta. Lokasinya oke, harganya reasonable, dan desainnya yang minimalis juga lumayan bikin betah.Memang ada bau-bauan yang sedikit aneh di daerah balkon kamar kita (kamarnya langsung menghadap ke kolam renang besar yang terletak di bagian tengah hotel yang berbentuk huruf U), tapi kita berusaha untuk nggak peduli.

Sampai saat hari kedua kita nginep di sana, kita dibuat kaget dengan rombongan polisi yang tiba-tiba mengerumuni sekitar kamar kita. Usut punya usut, ternyata di balkon sebelah kamar kita, ditemukan janin yang udah berumur beberapa hari. Bayangin aja!!! Berasa ada di tontonan Buser atau acara-acara kriminal gitu. Dan gue sama adik gue langsung ngebayangin bau-bauan aneh yang udah kita cium keberadaannya sejak kemarin. Huaaaa!!!!! Gue nggak habis pikir, kenapa ada orang yang dengan gilanya meninggalkan janin di kamar hotel. Apa nggak ada tempat lain ya??? Sinting.

Dan itulah. Liburan gue diawali dengan kejadian menyebalkan, dan diakhiri dengan kejadian mengerikan. But overall I enjoyed my holiday, because what is a holiday without a little bit of madness, right? =)