Numb

Have you ever felt like living in an underwater world?
Where everything around you is keep on moving..
While you can only watch it in slow motion mode?

And suddenly, you realize, your cute little sister is already being a sophisticated college girl..
Your ordinary mum is panicking all the time with her PhD desertation's deadline..
All your friends are rescheduling their appointments with you because of their busy work-life..

And all you can do is watching the hectic-crazy lives around you..
While still trying so hard to figure out your own life..
And what should you do with the rest of it..

Waiting for something to really happen..
Or someone who could tell you that everything's going to be okay..

Wondering why on earth that everybody's keep on changing..
Or is it only you who's playing numb..